for college. 

BRING IT, MOTHERFUCKER!

You’ve ruined me to the point that I can’t love anyone but you.

I start to think that things are going to be okay for me, you bring me down, so hard, so fast, and I realize I’m never going to have you in my arms the way I have before. I’ve also realized in the last few days; Yeah, I guess I was flirting with that girl, but I wasn’t meaning to, I was just trying to make her feel better about herself and that I really didn’t have a malicious intentions. That’s what truly set it off for you though, isn’t it? The fact that I may not truly love you the way you loved me? Well, it’s been a year now, and even though you treat me like shit, and vice versa, I’ve never stopped loving you, nor will I love you any less than I ever have. You’re still “mijn meisje” and I still dream of you being “mijn vrouw”, but I might be coming to the realization that life with you simply doesn’t exist anymore. I’d have to do something AMAZING to get you back, and I just want you back because you want me back. I’m just tired of hoping and dreaming and then getting hurt because you decide to ignore me because of that piece of shit drug addicted motherfucker.

On to that bastard, I will fucking find you, make cuts all over your fucking body, soak you in lemon juice and then hydrochloric acid. You manipulated me, used me, and then tossed me aside while you ruined my fucking life you heartless bastard. 

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